February 2012
My Mind: You're disgusting
Me: I know
My Mind: You're hideous
Me: I know
My Mind: You're fat
Me: I know
My Mind: You're a failure
Me: I know
My Mind: You're stupid
Me: I know
My Mind: Everyone hates you
Me: I know
My Mind: I hate you
Me: I know
My girlfriend is beautiful.
reblog if you are insecure about the way you look.
'Devil' music vs 'Quality' music.
'Devil' Music;
Woe, Is Me; This war don't determine who's right, This war just determines who's left standing tonight, Stop handing me lights, I can see what you are in the dark just fine, I'm not blind, I'm bending the blinds, Peaking through to get a glimpse of your anguishing life, You're hiding like a vampire here comes the strife, This won't hurt me, Cause I get a thrill from the bite
Of Mice & Men; Come back so I can say thank you for this, Home cooked meals and a place to rest, My troubled head when you're away, I've passed the test, I've earned an A, Not just in school, but in life, You'll always be right by my side. To help me show, hope to all, That are lost and sick in this dying world. I'll use the love you left behind, I'll change their minds, I'll change their minds.
Asking Alexandria; We'll be home soon so dry your eyes, we'll be okay, oh my god, the water is rising, you just have to believe in me, failing that I'll ride this storm alone, we can still make it out, fuck, I can help you through this, but you have to take my hand, I can take you home, take my hand, take my hand.
Bring Me The Horizon; If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way, I would climb my way to Heaven, and bring him back home again, Don't give up hope my friend, this is not the end
The Devil Wears Prada; My regret is not writing more for you, Lord. As this ocean comes to be deeper our vessel becomes less stable. Look to the sky, Encourage the elements of God. Rather than the jars that contain them. If only the ingredients of man were of such elements.
'Quality' Music;
Nikki Minaj; You a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe (x3) You a stupid hoe, (yeah) you a, you a stupid hoe You a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe (stupid, stupid) You a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe (stupid, stupid) You a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe (stupid, stupid) (stupid, stupid)
Justin Bieber; And I was like baby, baby, baby, oh. Like baby, baby, baby, no. Like baby, baby, baby, oh. I thought you'd always be mine, mine. Baby, baby, baby, oh. Like baby, baby, baby, no. Like baby, baby, baby, oh
Ludacris; Move bitch get out the way.
Lil Jon; To the window, to the walls, till the sweat drips off my balls.
Anorexia
[x] You have starved yourself.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[x] You hate your body.
[] You use laxatives.
[x] You need to be skinnier.
[x] People always say you’re skinny, but you think fat.
[x] People think you are way too skinny.
[x] You skip at least one meal a day.
[x] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.
Total: 8/9
ADHD
[] You are hyper most of the time.
[x] You barely pay attention to anything.
[x] You cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] You seem to never sit still.
[x] You talk all the time.
[] You need attention 24/7.
[] You aren’t very shy.
Total: 4/7
Bipolar disorder
[x] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[x] You are very irritable.
[x] You barely get any or no sleep.
[x] You have very high self esteem at times.
[] You have used or abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] You have thought of/attempted suicide
[x] You have the worst mood swings of anyone you know.
Total: 7/7
Bulimia nervosa
[ ] You’ve thrown up all your food at one time
[ ] You thrown it up even when you don’t feel sick.
[] You have little control over how you eat.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[x] You eat fast.
[] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[x] You always say you are fat.
[x] People think you are way too skinny.
Total: 3/8
Conduct disorder
[] You are a bully.
[] You threaten other people.
[] You often find yourself in fights.
[] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[] You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[] You destroy property on purpose
[x] You always lie.
[] You’ve stayed out all night.
[x] You have/attempted to run away from home.
Total: 2/9
Depression
[x] You are always, or normally, feel sad.
[x] You always, or normally, are crying.
[x] You find no hope in your future.
[x] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] You are anti-social.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[x] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[x} Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 9/9
Obsessive compulsive disorder
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] You have harmed yourself.
[x] You are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS.
[x] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 5/6
Schizophrenia/Anxiety
[] You often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can’t escape.
[] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same sex
[] You do not take care of your hygiene as much as others say you should.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You often talk to yourself.
Total: 5/8
